Posted by: i'm just a girl........ | April 26, 2010

A good snapshot stops a moment from running away. ~Eudora Welty

ugh so i have school tom……!!! How funn! NOT! I’m glad school is gonna be over soon! For some reason I haven’t been that happy at school. Like I’ve just been going through the motions. I just go to school, go to classes talk to friends and wish for the day to be over then go home. Eh my life is not so exciting right now. Everyone seesm to have their own thing going on and i’m not included in any of it.

So this summer i decided im gonna get new glasses. Some that are diff. but look cute on me. I’m also gonna try to save money up to buy a camera. I really wanna get into photography. I was on fb looking up old friends. And this one gurl, (janam patel) is really into photography and she has a sick awesome camera. Lol she takes it everywhere and just captures memories. Thats what I wanna do. I never really get anything on photo so all my memories have been my memory lol. So i wanna change that 🙂

So again I was looking at old friends I went to school with. And that got me thinking of ways i wanna improve my look for the upcoming school year. 1) I want long hair so im gonna get a weave lol 2) i either wanna get contacts or different glasses.

But i was looking online on ways that teen girl can improve her look and here’s what I found:

This article is called how to look drop dead gorgeous:

  1. Apply Makeup if you Need It. Sometimes you’ll hear that you don’t need all that makeup, and it’s most likely true; don’t over do it. Unless you need to. To do your makeup start by washing your face and then using a glow moisturizer. Clear up or avoid any acne. Wearing makeup over spots can sometimes make them more obvious so find a good spot cream and wash your face before you go to bed, add foundation if in a hurry. Put bronzer on your apples (the rounds of your cheeks that show up when you smile hard) and a very little bit on your chin and nose. Wear blush just below your cheek bones. For your eyes, use an eyeshadow that accentuates your eye colour, then curl your eyelashes. Use one or two coats of mascara and then a jet black Apply Eyeliner, depending on how intense you want to look and the color of your skin. Fair skin calls for a brown eye liner, whereas darker skin needs a darker shade. Then put on a lipstick or lipgloss that is the same colour as your blush, or else also looks good with your skin tone. Strive for flawless skin. Protect your skin from the sun and do your skin a favor and don’t do tanning beds, because this will ruin your skin later in life, so instead use bronzing lotions. Enhance the shape of your lips with a light pink lipliner, use nude, creamy, a bit shiny lipstick, put on some pink blush, a bit of mascara and some shiny light pink eyeshadow on the center of your eyelids. Or the same makeup, with your eyes carefully contoured with black eyeliner, instead of the light pink eyeshadow. On this model, you can think of other ways to apply makeup, keeping it natural at the same time. Darker skinned girls, golds, browns, purples, copper, and other metallic colors look great as eyeshadow! For lips, use a creamy nude lipstick. For nighttime, Plum looks amazing! Blush should be either a dark pink shade or a light coral.


2. Hair. Brush your hair every day using a detangler spray to keep the tangles away. Whatever hairstyle you like make sure you work it. Get a straight iron, curling iron and even a crimper. Go to the salon and ask what style will suit your face. Work with it a lot and use the right products. Experiment with a lot of different hairstyles. Make sure the shade of your hair is vibrant. Consider going to a proper, expensive hairdresser. The extra money is worth it, and the products they use are much better quality. If you’re not sure what hair cut looks good on you, ask your stylist what haircuts suit your face shape (round, oval, square, heart shaped). To get it curly lightly apply hair with styling spray and use a medium-sized iron to curl varying widths of hair. Undo slightly with your fingers. Then put mousse in. To get it straight use a dab of shine serum on damp strands before blow-drying with a paddle brush then use a straightener.

3. Wear cute but not revealing clothes. Be super stylish and a little funky. Shop a lot and buy fashion magazines to keep up with the hottest trends. Buy anything that you think is cute from any of your favourite stores. Get 5 T shirts, 3 flipflops in 3 different colors, 5 tanktops, as many hoodies as you want, and at least 3 pairs of jeans. Forever 21 and Charlotte Russe have cute clothes for all girls. Also H&M has cute basic clothes too.Make sure you get enough clothes for all types of weather, because it would be bad if it was snowing outside and you wore your last clean long-sleeve shirt yesterday.

4. Exercise. Work on your shape.If you feel confident the way you are, then do not change anything. Part of being drop dead gorgeous is to have confidence in yourself. Try doing fitness routines that will make you feel good.

5. Smile. People look better when they smile. Use a brand of whitening strips that you trust and take good care of your teeth. Go to the dentist often and get braces if you need them its better to get them as a kid then a teen and its better to get it as a teen than an adult. Smile! You can even practice smiling in the mirror it’ll be a great start to your day and set you off in the right mood. You never know who is appreciating your smile.Brush your teeth after each meal to avoid having bad breath. If your teeth are not naturally white, go to a dentist to have done a professional whitening; if your teeth are white, keep them that way by avoiding smoking, Coke, and too much coffee.

This article is called how to change your apperance:



    Gather all of the items listed in the “Things You’ll Need” section at the bottom of this page. If there’s anything you don’t have, you’ll need to buy it as these are essentials.

  2. Practice good hygiene. Make sure that you shower every day, and wash your face and brush your teeth at least twice a day. Wash your hair every other day, not every day. Washing your hair every day could damage it. Wear deodorant every day.

    Pamper your skin. Once a week apply a face mask. If you can’t afford one, there’s no need to skip this step. Half of a mashed up banana with some tea tree oil is great for a budget-savers. Apply hand cream whenever possible and use body lotion and medicated lip balm every night at bedtime.


    Keep those body smells in check. Make sure you wear deodorant and a little bit of perfume.


    Shape those eyebrows. Nice Eyebrows enhance your face and make your eyes look nicer while bad eyebrows can make your entire face look bad. Shape your eyebrows at night right before you go to bed so the redness will have disappeared by morning.


    Go for pearly whites. White teeth can make anyone more beautiful. Use crest whitening strips, and be sure to follow the directions on the package.


    Do your nails. Nice nails are essential. A French manicure is beautiful and goes with anything. If you can get to the salon, they do it best If not, have someone else do your nails. Don’t do your own as they never turn out nicely. Keep your nails painted and nicely filed all the time. Paint your toenails in a hot color such as pink or blue.


    Get a haircut. This is your first real step to a more noticeably beautiful you. Make sure your haircut is something that you’re comfortable with, but do something new. Highlights, layers, beveled ends, shorter styles or sidebangs are really beautiful. Contrary to popular belief, one length is NOT drab; but it certainly does not look good on everyone. Some people can pull it off and some people can’t. Make sure your hairstyle will be admired, not made fun of. Don’t be afraid! Before you go to the salon, spend some time looking through magazines and figure out what you like. If possible, it’s best to bring the hairstylist a picture so you are close to a guarantee to get it the way you like it. Don’t do something you’re really uncomfortable with, but try to get a cool hairstyle.


    Keep your new hairstyle looking great. Now that you’ve got a beautiful haircut, show it off! Make sure you do your hair every morning. Straighten it or, if it suits your hairstyle better, curl it. Headbands are in right now, and black and white headbands will go with any outfit. If you don’t have time to do your hair properly, make sure you don’t leave it down. Put it up. This can be beautiful, too. Ponytails and messy buns are great.


    Use light makeup. Makeup is not a must, but you may want to use a little. Just some mascara, concealer, and blush are all you need. You may want to use eyeshadow sometimes, too, but be sure you don’t wear too much. Eyeliner can make you look pretty if you wear it properly, but do not wear too much. If you don’t want to wear make up, or your parents don’t want you to, don’t worry about it. Get an eyelash curler if you can. Curling your eyelashes is a great alternative to mascara – but be careful or you can damage your lashes! You should always wear lip gloss – your parents aren’t likely to have a problem with that. Unless you’re absolutely not allowed to, you should keep a little concealer, too, to cover up blemishes. If you absolutely can’t wear makeup, make sure you take really good care of your skin. This way, you won’t have as many blemishes. Keep your makeup in a cute carrying case and keep it with you all the time – in your school bag or in your purse, depending on where you’re going.


    Shake up your wardrobe. You have to have great clothes. If you have a bigger budget, get some new clothes. Make sure you’ve got a couple of well-fitted, cool pairs of jeans. For cool track pants, check out Hollister! Then get a bunch of tanks, some polos, and some tees. Make sure they fit great, they’re right for your body type, and they’re in style. Get a couple of hoodies, too. If you can’t afford a lot of clothes, ask for them as birthday and christmas presents. If you’ve got a really low budget, you can make some great changes with only a few new peices. Get a couple of tank tops, plain or a bunch of tanks lined with lace would be good, too. Wear these underneath tee shirts that aren’t that cool, so that they show at the bottom. Try layering a couple. Then, get one cool brand-name hoodie (or two if you can afford it) to layer over top. Get as many new pieces as you can.


    Accessorize. Jewelry is really important. You don’t need to wear too much, but make sure you’ve got a couple of great pieces. Keep it simple. Wear a necklace often. Check out Ardene’s or Claire’s for necklaces. Try a circle-shaped pendant set with fake stones Silver tones are best. These are very fashionable, they’re inexpensive, and they go with everything. Make sure you’ve got a cool watch or two. If your ears aren’t pierced, it’s a good idea to get them pierced. Wear hoops or dangly earings.


    Flatter your feet. Shoes are important, too. Get a cute pair of flats, a pair of Pumas, a pair of flip flops, and a pair of running shoes. High boots with fur are cool in the winter. A couple of sandals and cute heels are important too. 

Invest in a real silver or gold necklace. You can wear it as often as you want and it will be your style signature.




  • Always take off all makeup before you go to bed.

 Things You’ll Need

  •  A sturdy hairbrush
  • Good shampoo
  • A great-smelling body wash
  • Deodorant
  • A razor
  • Good perfume (go for something fruity or vanilla – nothing too drastic)
  • Body lotion
  • Hand cream
  • Lip balm
  • Lip gloss
  • Tweezers
  • Cute jewelry (don’t overdo it)
  • Nail polish
  • Makeup (eyeshadow, blush, lipstick, etc. …)
  • Hair clips and binders

This is another article called Give youself a summer makeover. Summer is a great time ti give yourself a makeover because you don’t have to worry about school. Then when school starts it will be a brand new you!

Go to the dermatologist and find a cleansing regime that you can do every day to keep your skin oil, acne and blackhead free. This will also make your skin much softer and glowing.

2. Buy some new clothes. Believe it or not this will boost your confidence. It’s also a great way to stay up to date on some of the latest trends.

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    Exercise. Not only will this get you in shape but it will also give you more energy.

  • 4

    Eat healthy foods. Eating healthier not only give you more energy but they make you feel happier. Think about it. When was the last time you ate a Big Mac and felt great after?

  • 5

    Stock up on beauty products. Whether it’s shampoo, makeup, body wash or even a nail clipper, these items are essentials to keeping yourself well groomed, which is important (unless you are trying to get the grunge look)

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    Change your hairstyle. 68% of people notice a new haircut before anything else. So you can either do something little like adding some bangs or you can go all out like a new style all together. Whatever you do be sure it reflects your personality. (Do this step last, so that your hairstyle is still fresh looking for people who have seen you that summer)


  • 7 Smile a lot!  Tips
    • Whiten your teeth if they are yellowish with baking soda, for a great white smile!
    • Contact a doctor before changing anything in your usual workout regime and your usual diet.
    • Keep your budget around 100$ for clothes and 60$ for beauty products. Don’t spend too much money.
    • Whatever you do KEEP IT REAL. Nobody likes a faker/poser.
    • Mix and match some of your old clothes with your new ones to create a cool new look.



    • Don’t be fake with it because in the end you won’t like it
    • A makeover is just that a makeover so start over from friends to foes

    so that my goal for this summer is to give myself a makeover. All my friends say I’m fine as i am. But i don;t think so and im not happy with my look. So i wanna be happy. ah wish me luck 🙂

    Posted by: i'm just a girl........ | April 23, 2010

    all i can say is…daaannnng!

    wow! So after going to basksdale then memorial I made a lot of friends. But when I went to Yacs I like lost contact with all of them. Its fun to look at what they look like now…and its amazing. Like they are sooo pretty! Like when I saw their picture I was like is it really them?!?! But sure enough it is! Like my old friends Anna-Grace slifco is freakin’ gourgeous! And just a whole bumch of other ppl. It made me start thinking. I know I have changed and everything and I look way better than I did in elementary and middle school. But everyone seems to look so much better and stuff. Like they seem so much more mature, and so much prettier and dress so much better and stuff. I guess i’m having a low self esteem day lol. But I guess my goal for this summer is to l=work on my self image more. 🙂

    Posted by: i'm just a girl........ | April 22, 2010

    crazy ppl everywhere!!!

    hey bloggers! Long time no see! You’ve ya been? This whole week for me has been so stressful and stuff. Ugh i  just want school to be over with already. But I’m glad I have amazing friends that keep my spirits uplifted. I’m thankful for study hall at the end of the day. i I can just chill and hang out with “Zen” ha-ha! We were talking today after chapel about if we wanna go on the mission trip or not. And like there are a lot of ppl that are undecided. He’s just worried about how busy he’s gonna be. But I’m just worried about the language barrier. I’m pretty good at understanding languages but to speak back is a problem for me. And like if I’m able to go I wanna be able to communicate with the people in Nicaragua. But I guess everyone just has to pray about it! Its all in God’s control. And if he wants me to go, he will make it happen. So I gotta be patient and wait for his answer.


    So people at my school need a class on internet safety. There are like these two girls who call themselves Latoya and Janet Jones. Now the names alone sound suspicious. But they claim to be sisters. They are been adding like the entire high school as their friends on Facebook. And like nobody has no flippin clue who they are. And some guys are just plain stupid and they like keep talking to them, They could be 40 year old men. The fishy thing is they only have one picture. To me they seem fake. But some guys are like falling head over heels for them and its sooooo stupid. Like you just don’t talk to people you don’t know plus give them your information!!! Thats crazy right?!?! But like everyday, everyone keepstalk ing about LATOYA and JANET. A lot of people from my class think its Avery jones because he doesn’t like anyone at my school anymore. And his last name is jones and he’s not that bright. But who knows. I don’t even have a facebook so I have no problem with Latoya or Janet.

    Posted by: i'm just a girl........ | April 19, 2010

    summer ’10 is when the fun starts :]


    I’m so ready for school to be over!! My heart is crying out for summer break to be here already! Only a few more weeks:) This summer is gonna be so much fun! Hanging out with my four best friends….what more can you ask for? Its gonna be crazy. I will finally see Summer like every week. I’ve missed her so much! But hanging out with Summer, Maria, Rhett, and Jantzen is gonna be amazing. Playing basketball, watching movies, going bowling, six flags, and just hanging out. We’re already making plans. You remember how i said awhile ago a friendship can change in two months? Well this summer , my friendships are gonna grow even stronger!!! Me,Summer,Maria, Rhett and Jantzen are gonna get to be really close friends. And when school starts we’ll be inseperable! “It’s gonna be sick” said Jantzen. Then when our junior year starts we’re gonna rule the school. No offense to any jniors reading this…..but yall are boring! We’re gonna bring some life to the school and “take the school by storm”. So yall better watch out! HAHA!

    lets go cruising – just us five ,salty air – our sun kissed hair , endless summer-just take us there! Vacation SpotsDeep Thoughts, Day is Bright, Sleepless Nights, Pool Leaping, Crazy Tan Lines, its Summer Time! Flip Flops, Shorts and Tees, Palm Trees, Cute Capris, Sunglasses, Six Flags rides! Top Down, Cruising ’round Town, As the sun Dims, Comes late night Chats(just us girls of course), Tan Lines, isn’t summer just divine? When The Sun Gets Hot
    And The Moon Gets Hazy, Summer 2010, It’s Gonna Be Crazy!! Pool parties flip flops, short &skirts – tank tops, when its warm, hit the pool
    w/ smoothies that taste like peach, pretty hammock – warm breeze, awesome concerts – cool cds, ice cream – movies – mall, summer ‘10 has it all!
    “Sandcastles n Laying n The sun, Tannin Till the Day is done, Ice cream, Bike Rides, Late Night Bashes, Surfing, swimming, hear waves crashing
    Shopping, driven round town, music loud, the top is Down. Days by the pool in the warm breeze, this summer is gonna go by with so much ease!
    A perfect summer day is when the sun is shining, the breeze is blowing, the birds are singing, and us five are just chillin!


    Posted by: i'm just a girl........ | April 17, 2010

    did you really have to go there?!?

    For the first time ever i missed a day of posting something! Shocking cause i love blogging! Anyways, yesterday was a pretty good day considering it was friday and the weekend is here! 🙂 Me and my friends had an awesome time at lunch. When everyone was done eating we played “Concentration”. Its a little game that invloves hand clapping and thinking really fast. Like you will have a category and each person has to name something diff. in that catergory and they can’t repeat or hesitate. If they do they are out. But it was soo funny because two of my friends Alex and Maria were histarical!!! They were like little kids on Christmas morning! Then after luch we went to spanish class and we had a SUB!!! WHOO!  We call our sub, Mr.Garret Sir. He showed us this new game. Its called the relationship game. All the girls sit in chairs and one guys will stand behind a girl. And the chairs are arranged in a circle. So there is one empty chair with a guy standing over it. The objective of the game is to wink at a girl without the “boyfriend” noticing. And if she gets winked at she must quickly move to the seat of the guy that winked at her. It was soo fun! After that  the rest of the day was pretty chill. Then after school everyone is waiting on there rides. So my friend was talking about trey songz. And so this guy, Tracy, thought my friend was talking about him. So she was like “uh no, not you, trey songz” So Tracy was like “I look ten times better than trey songz” and so when my friend told me this I started laughing. And to protect his ego, Tracy said to me “You can’t be talking”. Now nobody was being mean to anyone ans he has to open his big mouth and make funof me! Seriously grow up!   He was not even worth my time so I didn’t say anything. But really why do guys do that? Do they just love bringing girls down so the girls feel bad about themselves. It annoys the heck out of when when guys do that. And lots of guys have done that to me. They will just say mean things just to day it. Sometimes I have a low self esteem so anything negative anyone says to me can bring me down. Thats how I know who my real  friends are!  The ones who never make fun of me, that have my back no matter what and overrall just a good friend. So to all my friends…..thanks for being awesome friends!!!!

    Today i went to macdonalds and I saw this guy in my class that works there. He had said hey to me and my mom was like “WHO is that”? I just said a guy in my class and she didnt say anything furthur! Im surprised she didnt know who he was. Especially since we’ve been going  to school together since 1st grade! I also saw another guy I used to go to school with that also worked at macdonalds. We even sat by each other in class. I was at macdonalds one day and I had my laptop with me and he came up to me and started asking me questions about my laptop. I wondered if he recognized me! Prob not. Cause i’ve changed a bunch since elementary and middle school!! A good change! I like the way I look now and I have matured. I have learned how to use my head and make my own decisions. So NOBODY…..[not even tracy] can bring me down!!!

    Posted by: i'm just a girl........ | April 16, 2010

    off to sleep!

    im off to sleep bloggers!! I hope tommorow will be a good day!

    well good night

    Posted by: i'm just a girl........ | April 16, 2010

    Girls are like apples on a tree

    So all girls want to be liked? Right? HAHA at least most girls do. Liked by peers, parents, coaches and BOYS! A girl will change her entire personality just to get a guy to like her. Us girls we are strange creations. But I really don’t see the big deal in needing a boyfriend! Its less drama to worry about. And being single is totally awesome! You don’t have to be with that one person a certain amount of time or if not they’ll get mad. Some girls think that boyfriend is just like the most brilliant thing ever thought up. They will do anything to get a bf. But seriously what’s the rush?! Its just a boy. When the time is right the right guy will come. Personally I’m praying to God that he will have a perfect husband picked out for me. And that he will keep himself right and pure till we get married. Here’s a quote i found. I thought it was beautiful

    “Girls are like apples on a tree. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don’t want to reach for the good ones ‘cause they’re afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that are not as good but easy. So the apples at the top thing something is wrong with them, when in reality they’re amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along. Brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree”

     I believe that I am one of the many apples at the top. And so are lots of girls but they just don’t know it. They don’t believe in themselves and they think a boy will make them feel better about them self. But I think that we need to constantly uplift our friends and tell them they are beautiful!

    “Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born” –Anais Nin

    So i went online and I found a list of things girls think guys should know…. Keep in mind i didnt make this list up. i just thought it was intresting what some girls said

    1.  We don’t like it when you fart. Especially  while we’re eating.  Gross, not funny… and you’re wasting your time thinking that we’ll ever “learn to love them.”

    2.  Don’t make fun of us when we’re with our friends.  Funny in small doses, annoying when you do it constantly.  Keep doing it and you’ll pretty much guarantee yourself no “goodies” for awhile.

    3.  We know you’re hot, that’s one of the reasons we’re dating you.  But that doesn’t mean you have to act like you know how hot you are by constantly walking around shirtless, flexing your muscles, etc. Confidence is hot – cockiness is not.

    4.  Even if you guys say you like us better dressed down with no makeup, wearing makeup and dressing up makes us feel pretty and boosts our confidence, so at least reward the hard work we do to make ourselves look good by telling us so.

    5.  Those t-shirts with the giant designs on the front (or, worse, the button downs with the giant designs on the back) are not cute. They are douchey. Please don’t wear them. (Also on this list: sweatbands, sweatpants with the elastic in the bottom, slip on sandals and over-sized plastic sunglasses with giant designers names on the side.)

    6.  Holidays and anniversaries might not seem like a big deal to you, but they are to us.  Even if we say we don’t want something for Valentine’s Day, we want something. It isn’t the “thing” we care about; it is the fact that you are thinking about us. So think about us!

    7. We don’t like to spend every minute with you. We like time with our girls too! So spend some guy time with your guys.

    8.  Our friends are like a second family to us, so once you’re in with them, you’re set for life.  Even though we know they’re loud and obnoxious sometimes, learn to love ‘em. We deal with your boys, so do the same for us.

    9.  There’s nothing we hate more than being called crazy or dramatic.  No matter how much you think we overreact about our problems, they matter to us and we need you on our side to support us, rather than making us feel worse.

    10.  If it’s possible that there is anything worse than calling us crazy, it’s comparing us to other girls.  I know it’s a double standard that we should be allowed to drool over any shirtless picture of Zac Efron we find in Us Weekly, while freaking out when you make a comment about any female celeb in a bikini.  You might not realize it, but we automatically compare ourselves to every other girl on the planet, so saying another girl is hot makes us think we’re not good enough.  Crazy, maybe, but we’re just being honest.

    Haha i thought that was pretty funny! Here are some of the comments people wrote

    Kat says:
    Tue, 7th Apr 200912:45 pm 

    #5 slip on sandals? what does that entitle? because I really like my boyfriend’s flip flops on him, i bought them.#1o: I totally agree!!


    Casey says:
    Tue, 7th Apr 20091:34 pm 

    I don’t really agree with any of this, and the ones I can kind of agree on (like the ones about what not to wear) are just stupid and pointless, cause really who cares what the hell he wears. If he likes it and feels comfortable in it, then good for him. Are you going to stop wearing your favorite shirt cause some random guy tells you too? I don’t think so. And I’m sick of double standards. If you don’t want a guy making you feel bad by comparing you to a celebrity, DON’T DO IT TO THEM! Guys are people too and they have feeling just like we do. Shit have some compassion.

    To any guys reading this:
    This is CERTAINLY NOT how most girls feel so you can basically brush this article off.


    haha certainly some people had strong opinions over that! So what are your top 10 things u wish guys knew??

    Posted by: i'm just a girl........ | April 15, 2010

    my day of crazziness

    hey bloggers!

    Fancy meeting you here today. How was your day? i hope it was wonderful. My day was crazy! I just really don’t like school….well mostly I just hate the work. All the teachers got this bright idea to start cramming information on us in 32 more days of school we have left. And when we are behind they act like its our fault. Although I have to admit most of the time it is our fault. Today in biology class we looked at insects. It was really fun. But of course if you are a nerd like me, then you will think its fun. I had a good time with it. In Bible class we talked about Obadiah. Now doesn’t that sound like a name you want to name your child? HAHA! In the book of Obadiah he was talking to the land of Edom. He was telling them about the story of Jacob and Esau. Esau was the first born and was supposed to get the blessings from his father. Jacob used deception and he obtained the blessing from his father. After that happened Jacob got all the god stuff and he did good in his life time. Meanwhile Esau had a bad life. It made me wonder….why is it that people that use deception and other bad means to do stuff end up succeeding. Then the people that didn’t do anything wrong face my struggles. It’s just weird to me. But God knows what he’s doing. Then in history class my class got soooo off topic that we didn’t even get half way through what we were supposed to do! But it doesn’t help if your teacher is ADD! Lunch was fun! It does get boring at times but today was not a boring day. I always get sleepy in my next class after lunch. Today was not a good day to be falling asleep….(especially on the front row). My Spanish teacher was giving us instructions on a new project we were starting. But I’m glad she gave us a project! Its way better than class work with test and stuff. Although school is so stressful, I’m gonna miss all my friends. Like I’m not gonna see them everyday of my life excluding weekends for two whole months! There has been so many memories shared in those 10 months of school. But it will amaze you how much a friendship can change in two months. It happened to me. People always say if you have two best friends and your obviously going to be closer to one of them! That’s what happened to me. Except I was not the one with the closer relationship. Last summer I went to Africa. I stayed the whole summer and when I came back some really tough things happened. But when I can back I was able to hang out with one of my best friends. So when we hung out it was fun and everything and we just had a good time. But going back to summer vacation. While i was in  Africa, she was here. So she (lets call her may) hung out a lot with my other best friend(we’ll call her April) . They went to the beach like two times together. So of course they became extremely close! So like ever since then me and my best friend haven’t been that close! We rarely hang out. But her and April  hang out every weekend. They might miss like one or two weekends but for the majority they hang out a lot. And like I try to talk to my May about us not hanging out anymore. And I told her that with having two best friends she’s obviously going to be closer to one. And she agreed with me and was like yea! She said her and April are really close. I guess it kind of hurts because me and May were best friends even before April . And we used to do everything together. So in two months all of that kinda went away! We are still friends but we will never be as close as we were before! Oh WELL …i guess I’ve gotten used to it. Although sometimes it does hurt. Now with my other best friend,April,  she goes to another school so I barely get to see her. But we have never ever ever hung out outside of school! (Except for my birthday )You may ask then how the heck are yall best friends? I don’t know. I guess we just are. But its weird because she always tells me she is too busy or like whenever I try to plan to see if we can hang out, she never can. But she always has time to hang out with May. Crazy right?!?! i always try to call her or text her but I never get a response. The other day May was like “yea me and her have not hung out for two weeks”. OMG two weeks is nothing compared to how long we have not hung out. In fact April has not even talked to me for a month! No effort to call or text me! Sometimes I get so tired off all of this….! Ugh i should go now cause I’m now sad 😦

    Posted by: i'm just a girl........ | April 13, 2010

    his number one

    hey bloggers!

    So my best friend sent me this letter a few months ago when she was going through some crap with this guy. She’s been over with this guy now and I’m so happy for her because she so did not need him!

    “Here’s to all the girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited
    all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning &
    be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried
    your own tears, & moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it
    months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the
    first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call
    was going. The ones who listened to him say, “I only want to be your
    friend” one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves &
    misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here’s to the
    ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different,
    hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell
    us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance,
    caught crap from our parents, & even snuck around to see him for while. We
    went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this
    out thinking we would be just friends, & ended up falling in love with him
    again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he
    loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be
    different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were
    dreaming. This is for us. Here’s to the ones who believed what he said, sat
    around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few
    hours, or a few days. Here’s for the tears cried and dried all over again.
    We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn’t
    possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We
    trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had
    found the one for us. We learned to settle for someone who didn’t treat us
    the way we should be treated. Here’s for the ones who did their hair and
    makeup & put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he
    couldn’t see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us
    there might be someone else. We just couldn’t believe that he could do this
    to us again. This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words
    can say, & took him back no matter what happened last time because they
    couldn’t bear to look back on their lives one day & wonder “what if”. This
    is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about
    an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, & cried during the entire
    conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better,
    that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love
    with her, he didn’t mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something
    that was never there to begin with. This is for us girls, who somehow
    managed to get him to forget about her, & get him to tell us that he was in
    love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that “things
    were going too fast, he needs time”. Here’s to the girls who couldn’t cry
    to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all
    in when things came crumbling to pieces again. This is for the ones who
    couldn’t bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an “I
    told you so”. The ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake by
    ever allowing him into their hearts & their dreams again. We knew that we
    deserved better the entire time that we deserved a guy who would call when
    he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the
    chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we
    loved like that. Here’s for the ones that finally realized that he never
    gave a crap about them. Here’s for the time that he broke your heart again.
    This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, & the tears
    that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here are for us girls who
    finally realized that we deserve better. This is for those confusing days,
    when you miss him & want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his
    arms around your waist. Stay strong and remember that relationships are
    like broken glass; sometimes it’s better to leave it alone rather than try
    to put the pieces back together & get hurt. Remember the times you cried &
    how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When
    ‘your song’ comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that
    he realizes what a mistake he made & tries calling, turn your phone off.
    When he tries coming to your house, don’t answer the door. Think of the
    broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation & the tears, the wasted
    moments and staying up all night wondering where the hell he was. Think of
    how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of
    the night & how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn’t him, and
    realized that once again, he hadn’t called when he said he was going to.
    One day you’ll find a guy, who’s worth all the tears, but he won’t make you
    cry. You may think that you’ll never care about someone like you did that
    guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It’s going to hurt like
    hell, & it’s going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal”

    When I read this is was like GOSH! Girls really will pour their heart and soul into a guy.. and in turn to get hurt. I personally have never experienced this and I’m kinda glad I haven’t. Whenever some girls break up with their boyfriends, they are sooo frickin’ emotional! It’s crazy! I mean don’t get me wrong I’m sure it hurt and it will hurt for awhile. But what annoys me is when the girl is constantly depressed over it and she allows it to ruin her life. It’s just a guy! There will be other guys.

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